cream fudge
i hate the dream living inside
i tried to see through it's disguise
it's always been the way that i'm feeling
but i'm scared of it
and that's more than i am used to be
choose - got - to prove
i hate the things, blinding my eyes
you always went down on my spine
it's just the way, the way that i'm feeling
but i'm tired of it
and that's more than i'm used to be
choose - got - to prove
all i got is just a little taste of liberty
now i got to live without this
all i got is just a little taste of liberty
all i got is deep inside my head
i want to free what's in my head
i never tried, but i never tried it anyway
i want to free what's in my brain
i never tried, but i never tried it anyway
all i got is just a little taste of liberty
(don't use, don't try don't try to use anything)
now i got to live without this
all i got is just a little taste of liberty
(don't get, don't waste don't get the waste all the time)
all i got is deep inside my head
i want to free what's in my head
i never tried, but i never tried it anyway
i want to free what's in my brain
i never tried, but i never tried it anyway
don't try to cope without this - no!
don't try to cope without this - no!
don't try to cope without this - no!
i never tried, but i never tried it anyway
first-grader
what you feel inside
is speeding up your mind
i don't like to change this
you've got to stay
what you keep inside
is filling you up with pride
you don't have to fake it
i can't wait
all my life, all my pain
why do you do these things to me ?
all my body, hurts inside
why don't you stop and go away ?
all my love, just fades away
i can't stand it another day
all my hate, is growing stronger
why don't you stop and go away ?
all you do, all you take
why don't you go away
all you need, all you say
fuck off and go away
all my life, all my pain
why don't you go away
i don't want you to hurt (me)
just ...
talk to me !
i won't hurt (you)
talk to me !
i will love you
talk to me !
i can't wait
talk to me !
i will love you
i don't want to feel your anger
i don't want to feel this pain
i don't want to feel your anger
i don't want to feel this pain
raped !
don't care 'bout you
too late to cry
Ten little Teeny Girls going out to dine
One of them choked and then there were nine
Nine little Teeny Girls sat up very late
One overslept and then there were eight
Eight little Teeny Girls traveling in Devon
One got left behind and then there were seven
Seven little Teeny Girls gathering up sticks
One chopped herself in half and then there were six
Six little Teeny Girls playing with a hive
A bumble bee stung one and then there were five
Five little Teeny Girls going in for law
One got in Chancery and then there were four
Four little Teeny Girls going out to sea
A red herring swallowed one and then there were three
Three little Teeny Girls walking in the zoo
A big bear hugged one and then there were two
Two little Teeny Girls playing with a gun
One shot the other and then there was one
One little Teeny Girl left alone at home
Raped by her daddy and then there were none
waste
i cut myself with the knife i found
just to see what's on the inside
i held my breath until my mind grew tired
just to feel if there's still life inside my lungs
i burned myself until the flame died out
to see if i still can feel some pain
(i) blinded myself with your fountain pen
just to kill that - picture - of - you
i am sick of wasting all of my life
for something that i haven't know so far
i'm tired of the fuck that's coming over me
'cause all i ever wanted
all i ever tasted
all i ever wasted
all i ever tried to raise ...
(i) don't want to hate
all the things you put into my life
(i) don't want to hate
all this shame. you left me all alone
what i got, what i need
but i can't grab it anyway
what i got, what i need
but i can't use it anyway
what i got, what i need
but i can't feel it anyway
what i got, what i need
but i can't see it anyway
all i got, all i need
but i don't think 'bout it anyway
all i got, all i feel
but i don't think 'bout it everyday
all i got, all i need
but i don't think 'bout it anyway
all i got, all i feel
but i don't think 'bout it everyday
i can hear you laughing about me
i can hear you laughing about me
beg me
you're in my memory
you never took away the pain
all what you said to me
is 'time heals anything i know ...'
all what you gave to me
is just slipping through my hands
all what you said to me
is 'don't try this in any other way'
(i) hate all the fuck that you gave to me
i don't know how much i wished you were ...
what you give is not what i deserve
but it feels like
like on any other day
i always used to be
a castrated victim of your mind
all what you said to me
is 'time heals anything i know ...'
i'm not too scared to say
that you have wasted all (of) my life
but what you waited for
i tried it, in any way you do
beg me !
if you want me just go down on your knees
beg me !
if you need me i only wanna hear you please
i am the one who takes your pride
let me penetrate your (disguise)
some say i'm weak but now i'm strong
let me liberate you
i am the one who takes your pride
let me penetrate your (disguise)
some say i'm weak but now i'm strong
let me liberate you
i'm not the one who talks about the tender things
i'm not the one who takes the blame
i'm not the one who talks about the tender things
i'm not the one who cares, cares
who cares, who cares, who cares, who cares, who cares ?
terror inside
i never tried to catch your little ass, girl
never thought you wanted too
didn't know how much it goes inside
now i ain't got another thing to do
what is real and what is just a fake, girl ?
turn around - what's in your brain ?
got to choose another way to go
but i ain't got another thing without you
i only wanted just to be a friend, girl
never thought what's up inside
went too far so now it's up to you
cause i ain't got no other way to choose
what is real and what is just a fake, girl ?
turn around - what's in your brain ?
got to choose another way to go
but i ain't got another thing without you
yeah - my friend
what about you ?
yeah - my friend
i'm talking to you !
what if i'd start to ask myself
about the fuck what's on my mind
what if i'd try to understand
what you think about this game
what if i start to hate myself
for the things i've said and done
what if i stop to care about
the terror deep inside, inside, inside, ...
you need somebody now you try to find it elsewhere
you need somebody you don't need to try to find it elsewhere
